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| Oh dear god my emotions are all over the place..... I'm hyper one minute, close to tears the next and all the stuff that's happening is NOT helping!!!
I was really upset today anyway cos someone last night kinda hurt me, then today it was.... ok I wasn't as bad as I thought I'd be anyway and then tonight my voice trainer (who is an amazing voice trainer, but not only that we're friends) told me she's taking a year out! You may laugh but really I couldn't care less I was so upset. I really enjoy going to her for voice training and I don't want to go to anyone else!! Then the fact that the feelings I have for the guy I've secretly liked for shamefully long are geting stronger and stronger and I'm SO tempted to tell him but don't want to jeprodise our friendship (cos as much as I like him I love him as a friend) so I feel torn practically every time I se or talk to him REALLY doesn't help! I know I'm ranting but I couldn't give two shits I'm upset and confused. I have loadsa of projects due this week and I really don't feel like reading people's opinions of Budget 2006 or searching for a project I did which has gone missing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*takes deep breath* I apologise | | |
| Ok no need to panic people I HAVE calmed down.... a slight bit. I really cannot get over how well the gig went. I mean the audience REALLY seemed to be enjoying themselves! They were really joining in! It was amazing.I love being in the gnomes so much. And I was so proud of my fellow gnomes. Also I was asked to be in another band. But the thing is they already have a singer they mainly want me for songwriting so I'm still kinda mulling it over. So I'm ectsatically happy for that....... and other reeasons! Oh and I also wrote a song I'm particularly proud of. Couldn't decide what to call it so eventually called it "fishnet tights and a short denim skirt". I called into John in the kdys and was chatting to him for ages. He's so kewl. And he's making so much effort with the live band stuff. Me so tired. Should've gone to sleep when my body told me to but you know how that doesn't matter when someone's texting you and your heart skips a beat every time they do. Anyway.... toodles!
You learn something new every day: Standing on tippy toes for a prolonged time may result in severe pain in that muscle in the back of your knee (or at least that's what I think it was!)
Be well my love children | | |
| I have not posted in SHAMEFULLY long!!! And I apologise to..... I suppose my loyal readers. I have one word of explanation: BEBO
It's just so brilliant. I mean it's just kewl anyway but then there's the way I've gotten back in contact with lotsa people I lost contact with or that don't live here. I love it.
Let's see... interesting things that have happened to me.... I've become friends with a few of Niall's friends.... I told someone exactly how I feel about them and am now trying my best to forgive them for ripping out my heart and sending it to mexico.... I've realised my life dream is to marry someone with the sur name Bing..... gotten big into a local band.... went to two gigs and will be playing in 2 soon... I did a singing assessment(scary!)... I'm having Barbara down and am HIGHLY thrilled about it.... I met up with a friend who lives in London..... I got a new crush and the one I've had for ages(too long I'd really rather not say how long) just seems to be growing stronger and I'm growing sick of being a romantic singleton for once.... I babysat alot... I ran out of money..... Someone pissed me off more than I can remember ever being pissed off....... Lived with my best friend for a few days..... Wrote a few songs I'm particularly proud of....
I can't really think of anything else. I'm highly nervous about the gig tomorrow and that's an understatement..... Hopefully more later | | |
| Btw I'm in Cork Monday to Thursday night so there won't be any posts
Don't miss me too much  | | |
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. You know that feeling when you feel like you could do anything?....You can't wipe that stupid smile off your face... you get that kinda funny feeling..... welll if anyone out there understands a word I'm saying
that's how I feel... IT'S FRIGIN GREAT! 
